Anonymous Platypus

The not-quite-normal life of a semi-aquatic mammal

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Commitments...

I just finished my daily blogstalking and I am wishing that I had the fortitude (or the time or enough interesting things to say) to blog everyday. Even as a kid I never journalled every day. As a matter of fact, when I was in college, I got a journal as a secret santa gift. My first entry was 12/96. the last entry was last month. yes, it actually took me 10 years to fill a journal. and to tell you the truth, it wasnt' full. I still had a few pages left, but I decided I was getting married and it was time to close that chapter of my life. Besides, I'm pretty sure I couldn't be a married lady and still be writing in my same angst ridden college journal. how embarrasing...

But this lead me to realize that I am not very good at following through on things. I can't stay on a diet for any length of time and I certainly can't commit to an exercise program. hell, I can barely spell exercise (don't laugh, had to look it up). I started on my house-cleaning June-Cleaver streak, but that ended in Petey hairballs taking over under my dresser and quite frankly they are bigger than me, so there they shall stay. unmolested. I can't do my hair everyday or even manage to put on makeup. I am, in short, a pathetic excuse for an adult and a professional one at that.

That's all pretty disheartening. But then I realize that I've been with the same man for over 6 years and I haven't cut and run on that.

so maybe there's hope for me yet...

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