All of a sudden...

I realized I'm getting married.

In 5 weeks.

And now, all sorts of men look good. I mean really good. I haven't even looked up in 6 years. I took the subway a few times on Wednesday and even managed to find a few there.

I'm pretty sure this is cold feet, but I'm a little sad that I'll never have another first date. or a first kiss or that stammery moment when you realize someone else is in to you.

I think I'll just miss the potential is all

AP